smile, even if you couldnt even if you don want even if you shouldnt you wouldnt.. cause you don deserved to grieve.. :) ♥ you have so much loves around you, wen.
ps.辛苦了, even if the skies get rough, please dont give up.
this is my grandma. I went down bintulu yesterday noon again. I happily hop into uncle's car a min after i reached, greeted mum and aunty and started playing with baby terrance. When we reached home, i opened the door, shouted for grandma but saw no one's inside. Quietly asking myself where is she, putting down the groceries my mum bought earlier inside the kitchen and went back to living room. then, i saw my grandma! I loudly greeted 'ah ma!' she was kinda stunned, smiling awkwardly. i was kind of confused. so i sat beside uncle and called her once again, 'ah ma? Im ahwen.' (speaking in foochow) she then looked at me closely and finally recognized me. we both laughed but i realised she already had such bad eyesight. I tried talked to her but she hardly could hear me. then i know, she's getting old. like really old. she barely can walk a distances. even walking up the stairs, makes her feel painful. She couldnt chew properly, couldnt read. she couldnt do stuff without her children by her side. and there's alot more sufferings that we couldnt know better than her. All these reminded me how fragile is one life when you cant rely on someone. how great if she knows theres one great man who she can rely on anywhere anytime. Jesus. i have faith He can bring her joy and happiness even if she's living a tough life. ill keep praying for her salvation, for all of my family members. Jesus loves you, ahma.
Till now, ive spent two months of holidays. To go through the long and long freetime, i have been reading a few books and i found this one pretty inspiring. So, i hereby would like to share a few quotes that have give me strong impact and will in life.
'Look upon only God, for He who had worked miracles on David, is ready to give you grace and miracles in life'.
'He, our Lord, see us not like man; man look at the appearance but God look into the heart'.
'Do not fear, The Lord knows you, and because of that, He will always prepare a place for you.'
♥God bless and have an awesome life. :)
i miss you. i really do. the next time we meet will be around.. end of june.? it's gonna be a long long time. things always pass pretty slow without you here with me. i cant wait for you to be back. see you in 4 months time baby.
